January 2009
Panoramas
Retreat, Butt Cracks + Stalking
Today was our sophomore retreat. Really fun, not as much “drama” as last time. I was never part of any drama, but eveyone is so open. I made friends with an evil taiwanese girl that slightly despises me…in a joking kinda way. She won’t kill me..I’m sure? Don’t want to say much about it.
Since everyone is into tight skinny jeans and low-cut jeans, butt cracks...
To: the Ultimate, You, Strangers, myself
I’m sorry for…
constantly looking at you awkwardly, I think you’re the coolest
for accidentally pushing my way through you, I was in a hurry
ignoring you by pretending to be preoccuppied or oblivioius to you
rolling my eyes at you
teasing, you’re really cool. really.
walking off on you
not telling you everything
teasing you...
Beautiful Accidents →
jingc:
Beautiful accidents. Unintentional intentions. We can’t plan these mistakes, but wish we could. What seems like disaster, turns into the spark that ignites what we perceive later as “rightly so”.
And it happens all the time when I’m designing. Oops, I dumped a white paint can where color used to be. Wait. That’s nice. It’s become a part of my process. A part I can’t anticipate, or...
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Just Dandy
So report card grades are posted online for school. A’s and 2 B’s as always. Excuse me for sounding like a snotty little smartassed brat, but I think I worked hard this year. I kinda forced a decaying hell upon me.
For one thing, in the beginning of the year I constantly got headaches and migranes day and night, no lie. I thought I’d end up with a tumor. Then later it...
“I can see you’re really, really running. May I ask you where
you gonna...”
– “Nineteen Stars” by Meg & Dia
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Black Wedding
Album version of Black Wedding is now on Meg & Dia’s myspace player. Check it out!
http://www.myspace.com/megdia
Release date of Here, Here, and Here - April 2009
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Love life!
Stop Abortion Now!
Pro-Life!
Go Life!
Save babies!
Honk for life!
Cheeehoo!
Some of the things I’ve been hearing and screaming to passing drivers. They were either all into it, not interested (probably hiding their disagreement!), and those are totally rude son of a guns and stick the finger. Be civilized. But it’s probably a bit uncivilized for us to be screaming. Hey!...
Liar's Lie
Liars Lie? Doesn’t matter.
So far:
Scream: Why me?
V1 Your words were never deep, you kept me the victim of your lies, your secrets everything
Ref: and stories end some time
Chorus: (Scream: why me?) How far were you gonna go before I saw the truth Darling, why you’d have to be my sweet, cherry liar?
V2: You’re cunning and smart oh, where did you start there’s too...
“I’m really not sure if that’s a lady”
– Laverne
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The Uninvited
So Emily Browning is starring in a new thriller, The Uninvited. Honestly, I have been waiting for this film to be completed at least a year. I’ve been a huge fan of Emily since A Series of Unfortunate Events. Anyway, about the movie. It’s basically a remake of the the korean psychological horror, Janghwa, Hongryeon (lliterally: Rose Flower, Red Lotus // A Tale of Two Sisters). The...
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"High Wind Conditions"
Come on. It’s not that windy! What? Is the wind going to blow the whole island away? Why are schools out when it’s a little windy outside but are in session when it rains like there’s no tomorrow. Not that I don’t like the fact that school’s over. It’s just really messed up, if you think about it. No…you’re not gonna think about are you?
...
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Procrastinators' Club
Why do us kids do it? We hate it. Complain about it. But we do it anyway.
The mind of a child is enigmatic.
3 Art History Essays Organizing all testing materials for mid-terms (on Wed-Fri!)
not that bad. but still the same scary effect.
Oh man, I’m fried this week.
Dear Lord, Please bless my little mind with the proper knowledge. Amen.
So what if I’m not praying to your...
I made a big mistake a few days ago. I hope it’s not leaked. I was over the top that day. I need to shut my mouth about anything. I’ve been a bigger creep than I’ve ever been. I’m scared of myself. Why do I get crazy?
This is week is my hell. Pray for me, please. Ask that my mind may be blessed with all the necessary knowledge to pass mid-term exams. I can’t wait...
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the Dump
Me: Oh man, I need to take a dump.
Me: Hmmm..it passed. Maybe later...
Me: [Later] Okay. I'm ready to take a dump.
Me: [Takes dump]
Christian: So..you had a good dump?
Me: Uhh. Actually. Yea!
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“I love you!”
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MaD Boards
The Meg and Dia Boards. The Meg & Dia Boards. The Meg and Dia Band Board. The Meg & Dia Band Boards? I’m a little stupid. Really, just hit me. Go on. Try!!
Hahaaa, so I made my first post on there. I don’t know why, but I was excited. I hope I don’t get obsessed. I already am, but still…
It was horrible, or so emotionally exciting? I’m not a creep. Really...
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Harmony
I discovered Harmony. It’s an idea. It’s a feeling. It’s a symphony. It’s a place. Made by the restless. For the restless.
No chains. No great importances. Nothing but an ambition of discovery. I found a new perspective. I found a new feeling. I found a new rhythm. I found a new love. I found who I want to be with. I found what I want to be.
Now, I need to be taken back....
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MORE DREAMING
in the bathroom. my face in the mirror. something’s different. i have new moles all over my face. i look a little sexier with these new beauty marks. i get freaked out. end.
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DREAMING
Drank some milk and read chapter 11 of the Lord of Flies (by William Golding)
I had an almost super amazing dream:
I lived in Virginia. Utah maybe. Not sure. Somewhere in the mainland. My uncle got me and my cousin, Christian, tickets to an exclusive Meg and Dia concert. It was either exclusive, or not a lot of people wanted to come. It was a small crowd. Actually, the concert was in this room...
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The Cough
cough cough cough. that’s all i’ve been doing for days. no weeks. no months. no, actually, just weeks. nothing can cure my itchy throat. i need to drug myself in medicine to sleep. i have weird dreams after drinking chocolate milk before i sleep.
DREAM:
i’m trapped in a hallway with beige (maybe light light yellow) walls and white doors with white door knobs maybe. it was a...
New Jersey LIVE! by Meg & Dia, the...
the fire.
Fire. Fire can be so small, but can do so much damage. pain. suffering. It was fun at first. With the morning glories and cracking balls. Then it got thrown in the air. then fell. No one knew exactly where. but it was somewhere by the truck.
We finished playing our games with a bon fire. Everyone was about to leave. We were cleaning up. All of a sudden, my dad screams, shrieks, and runs for the...
it's been quite quiet
So I totally crashed after the 12:00AM New Year’s madness. Well..first I drank some hot tea, talked on the phone a little, and yea. Before that, I drugged myself with some Nyquil. It was crazy. I got all hyper and excitable or something. Then after a while, I got extremely drowsy. Is that how it feels like to be a drunkard? Wow, it’s hard hard work.
So I fell asleep by 2, after...
“So it’s a new year”